it’s having Self-pity as a constant companion
Depression decides to join the two of you
With depression comes Anxiety and Worry
and then one longs for Indulgence.
After spending time with Indulgence comes Guilt
and then back to Self-pity


back to reality

It seems like I’ve been doing nothing but spending my savings these past months. The forced closure of one account shook me back to reality.

Time to get back to work. This is not the time to let time pass unpaid. Looking forward to earning AND saving.

I miss my emergency fund. I just hope I can save up for one in the next months. So it’s work, work, and WORK for me.