ghosts

It’s as if one stopped occupying space. One remains perceived only by the self. One’s existence contained in one’s mind. One goes through the day’s routine as one would in normalcy only to be reminded so suddenly sometime through the day of what one has become.

In one’s world, one exists. One recognizes that one’s world isn’t always the same as the worlds of the rest. These worlds are shared, overlapping in time. Time is shared and also the scenes. But to be perceived and to perceive remain in one’s mind.

To be not perceived make one question if one’s perception of the self is a pretense or a lie. A lie of one to oneself or the lie of the other ones to their own selves. A lie or not? Oneself or other ones? Perhaps why is what matters.

And so in thelimbo of unsureness, all the ones remain.

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I’m going home 😀

This has been the longest time I’ve been away. I wasn’t able to take a break before the semester started last June and I didn’t have the chance to go home for the town fiesta last August. I cannot miss the November “break”. I have a week to be free from work the office.

It’s one looooong bus ride to the southern part of Luzon. I’ll have about 12 hours’ worth of emo time 🙂

workshop output

A holiday. At least for other offices it was. It was Day 1 of the three-day workshop for us.

The thing with these workshops, they have a documentation team that include a person in charge of the photo documentation. I happened to be caught engrossed in the doodling with such focus.

Day 1/3 Workshop Output

I noticed the flash and gave the guilty grin, in my mind I hoped the higher ups won’t be able to browse through the file of photo documentation.

But me doodling means I’m listening. Really. Promise 🙂

It’s part of taking notes 😀

on flash cards

 

 

Was buying new pens at the local supplies shop when I saw this blank set of 5 x 7-inch flash cards.

I hated the idea of flash cards. I associated it with simple multiplication and division problems. Parents and teachers hold them out for you to hone your skills. Easy for them, they could see the answer from the back. Of course they’d know the answer. For me as an elementary student, it was a source of anxiety. One had to do good or you’ll see the disappointment appear from what used to display eagerness.

By now, you’d figured I did not buy these cards to reminisce on math problems. I thought it’d be nice to try some sketches on it. I wouldn’t have to carry the thick notebook all the time. Also, it would be easier to collect or lay these cards out with the uniform size.

Gel pens smear on the surface. I needed to use finer tipped pens. Manageable.Honestly, I just needed something to take the mind off the panic of data gathering 😀